She longs for intelligent conversations,
with meaningful outcomes.
She wants direction, action, and results.
She yearns for a running buddy.
Some one to keep up the pace
and slow down when she wants a break.
Some one to give her the feeling that
she is protected, loved, and noticed.
The feeling that she is worthy and beautiful.
It's hard to say whether she is looking for
a good guy or just a good God.
One step closer to God may yield one
step away from the guys.
And one step closer to the guys,
might yield one step farther from God.
She's tired of waiting for a good guy,
and God is getting tired of waiting for
this good girl to notice and appreciate him too.
Time to take care of the existing relationships.
Not the time to start new ones.
God's watch will yield a fruitful harvest.
Eventually.
She prays.
All that for now, he is calling me by name,
Olivia
At the beginning of this post, I thought you were quoting song lyrics...but then I realized it was your own work! Your writing really could be turned into music. It sounds like you're stuck between two things to devote your attention to. Maybe there's a way you can have both? Or compromise?
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