The Story

Between the lines
you can read the story of a girl.
A girl whose hurt and desire
fills the white blank pages of
the internet.
Where she poured her heart into
and was truly yearning for more.

All this time
you were just looking for Him.
Looking for the one that would
Listen,
and
Respond,
and
Care.

Undercurrents that point Him out
prove that all along she was looking for Him.
And He, undeniably, was pursuing Her.

She now feels confused, questioning, and a little bit afraid.
She wants the King to rule her life
She wants to be the best Princess the King has.
But she's still got these wounds.
And these awful desires and
worldly trappings.

She's come back from the slice of paradise
only to realize that she might just be a little
more immature. A little less adult.

She's come back from the slice of paradise
only to realize that she is happy-- and relaxed.
But a little less mature perhaps.

If it is truly a beautiful thing to see the world
through the eyes of a little girl,
she must be the most beautiful thing
on two feet.

But if it is necessary to grow up and not
continue to be a child,
she may have taken a step back.

Keep searching... for those who seek find, and to those who knock the door will be opened to them...

-Girl not even competing for some kind of Rise